I don't have the courage to face reality, so I get lost in my dreams.
I don't want to be a fancy Computer Scientist, or even a programmer, developer whatsoever. I want to be a Journalist, idk. I want to travel and learn the history of every place I could go. World History, Countries, Languages, it turns me on. I want to work on National Geography or maybe Discovery Channel. That is what I want, I dreamed about. BUT. I have to be, shall I say need to be a Computer jerk/dork/dope, to earn cash. FML. I had started it, and make the most of it. Reality bites. I wish/hope I didn't enrolled in this Hell Course, but there's no other choice. I have to make it big with this industry/career I'm taking up, to earn money, to learn and finance myself to study again for my lost dream. Fuck you Computer Science!
